The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.
Hey diary, I'm back to update this space of mine which I've neglected for so long. Well, I need to rant everything here. Life has been rather suckish for me, life is tough, life has been a painful journey for me recently. Life is like a coin, you can spent it any way you wish, but you can only spent it once. I've been going through so much shit recently, but it's a good experience for me. As usual, my parents nag at me for no reason, which I'm already used to it. My sister is a nuisance, for her attitude and her bloody tantrums. Well, family matters shall leave it aside - whatever. Relationship just suck for me, seriously. People are just getting more paranoid each day. I don't know what's wrong with these people nowadays - paranoia. -.- and you, yes you, caused so much shit for me to clean up. You know what you've bloody done, admit it that you were in the wrong, asking others to bloody grow up, then what about you? 18 years old already, yet you're still so childish. Your mentality is still like a 15 year old kid. C'mon, look at yourself before commenting on any nasty things about others. Yes, you were once a good boyfriend, but after what had happened, your true colours are seen. Your words just can't be trusted. Now I know how bastard you can go. You ended with me on 21st feb, and even before that you said your "body and mind is tired". What an excuse. -.- you're just giving an excuse to cover all those shit. After we broke, you wrote that you met another on 16th feb? :o so what if you said you didn't asked for her number yet, who believes? Only you, yourself will know the truth. You can lie to me, you can lie to others but not yourself. If you had even stopped loving me the last few days before we broke, just tell me. If you love another, tell me. Why would you lie to me that you didn't talk to girls in school, you didn't contact girls? Seriously, it doesn't make you any better. -.- don"t act as if you're so loyal to your girlfriend ok, actions speaks louder than words. I wish whoever the girl is, goodluck, if she is with you. Now I've got NO REGRETS, I've moved on. ^^ Afterall, I'm a happy little girl!
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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or
colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who
they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
achieved otherwise. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating
the memories and learning from the past. Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness.
Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
So, cherish your yesterdays and dream your tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your today's. I'm selfish, impatient
and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and when I am out of control at times, it's hard to handle. I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less,
dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as well
don't deserve me at my best. I turn a year older on every 11th of June. Don't try to judge me if you don't know me well.
"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."
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