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I believe everything happens for a reason. Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who
you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or
colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who
they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
achieved otherwise. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating
the memories and learning from the past. Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness.
Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
So, cherish your yesterdays and dream your tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your today's. I'm selfish, impatient
and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and when I am out of control at times, it's hard to handle. I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less,
dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as well
don't deserve me at my best. I turn a year older on every 11th of June. Don't try to judge me if you don't know me well.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Hey lovelies,

It's the first day of school (secondary & primary)! I guess it'll be rather boring or rather suckish to be in school on the first day. I heard that my school (Ping yi) has become much more strict than the past years. School rules have changed, timetable for everyday's lesson become longer (I guess it'll be boring) & CCA's clashes with our lessons. :( Luckily I'm out of my school already, heading for further studies (Hopefully ITE, if not international school). The results of January intake 2011 @ ITE will be out tomorrow (5/1/2011). Hopefully I can get into the course I really wanted. :( Anyway, tomorrow is the ITE registration day, I suppose. Meeting Kimey Kissette (Sweetheart) tomorrow! After so many months, finally can meet up with you ah. ^^ Boyfriend is going to chalet tomorrow, what about me?! :( HAHA, it's okay. Afterall, I'm still gonna meet him. Hehe, I'm really heading to school. But, I don't get why people hate first day of school. :( How sad, I love first day of school. ^^ Anyway, I'm just gonna continue with my challenges. I wanna complete it & try to find more challenges for me. Hey lovelies, do tag more okay, and ofcourse click on my nuffnangs ads! Thankyou, xx.

Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy:











My dearest boyfriend, Matthew Anthony TJJ. (L)
Everytime I see this picture, I would just smile, automatically. It brings me all the memories, they day I first met him, how he asked me for steady, how we talk, how we laugh together, the quarrels and argument we had, the way you held my hand, the way you kiss me (Your tender loving lips), the way you held me so tight, the way you play around with me, the way you make jokes, the way you gave me nicknames, the way you hug me so tight (Warmth hug), the way we on shopping together, the way we chase each other, the way we solve our problems & difficulties together, the way we love each other, I just love you. Till today, 4/1/2011, 8:25pm, I still as happy as before, love you much more, more than bees love honey. 5months and counting, and still will be. I appreciate you, I cherish you, I tresure you. I love you no matter what it takes, thanks for everything, xx. (L)

Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else:
I'm different from everyone else, I have my own strengths and my own weaknesses so do you? Isn't it? I lead my own life, I never follow the herd, I learn and make up my own rules. I believe in myself, I just love being unique. ^^

Day 23: Something you crave for a lot:
I craved to study hard now and prove something out of myself. Last long with my boyfriend and marry. Earn big money, and buy anything I ever wanted. Bring my boyfriend and my parents overseas, to see the world. Just that, I'll be rather happy. ^^

Day 24: A letter to your parents:
HEY DAD AND MUM. (L) I wanna thank both of you, for everything, all the hardship we've pulled through together since the start when I was born. I know that both of you nag / scold for a reason, and that's mainly your care for me. You shower love, care and concern. :D I really appreciate it. I would change my attitude and temper for you, just give me time. Time will prove everything. I already changed a bit, I guess. :) No matter what, both of you will be inked in my heart if it rains or shine, even if the world is gone. YOU BOTH WILL BE REMEMBERED AS MY LOVING MUMMY AND DADDY. (L)

Day 25: Who you hate:
Actually, I don't hate anyone. I just dislike for some of the things people do. I know, no one is perfect on this Earth, neither am I perfect. Right? So yeah, as long as you're nice and friendly to me, I'll be nice. What about you?

Day 26: Why do you hate this person:
I HATE NO ONEEEEEEEEEEE! >:(

Day 27: Why are you doing this 60 days challenge:
It's because, I've got nothing else to post. This is good for me to update my little blog. (L)

Day 28: A youtube video:


Hello - SHINee. (L)
Day 29 - In this past month, what have you learned
I HAVE MANY THINGS, for me to know and for you to find out. :B

Day 30- Who are you?:
I am who am I am, I make decisions myself. I'm a stubborn girl, I lead my own life. I'm just unique, I'm different from everyone else. I'm imperfect, so are you. My mood, my everything suits me.

Dear bebe;
I don't know if you would read this post here, but still .. It's for you. (L)
I wanna thank you for everything you've done since day 01. We've been through many obstacles together, we've pulled through alot till now. You changed me, you changed my life, you changed me into a better person. Giving me advices, supporting me from behind for every little single thing I do in life. You never fail to make me smile. Although sometimes we might quarrel, but still we tend to give in and solve the problem. Arguments in a relationship is very common, we've got to learn to face it, we cannot run away from the reality, am I right? ^^ I know my attitude, temper & tendrums can be bad at times, but still you know I love you always. I will change my bad habits, just give me some time alright? I've fall for you deeper and stronger as days passes by. When I'm upset, you will ask me why, and be right there to comfort me. When I'm angry, you still choose to talk to me nicely and hear me out. When I'm happy, I laugh, I smile, you get happy too, when I'm bored, you will play along with me, talk to me on the phone for hours. When we go on a shopping spree, you would buy anything for me, just to make me happy. You always try your very best, and you've gave me your best. I really appreciate it. I just love you for who you are, remember our promises? ^^ H3h3, I love you bebe. *Muamua*
5months, 1week and 5days & counting ... (L)