Upset
Nicolina,
I've read your blog. You know how much it hurts to see you treating me like this? As you know, I always treat you like my own, my bloodbond sister. Whenever you're in trouble, I'll always be there for you. Even though, sometimes you just don't want to share your problems just because you're scare that you'll burden me. The days when we just knew each other to the the days when we first met to the days when we had lots of fun together to the days when you home run and I was there for you to the days when I waited for you to end your national exams and you work with me to the days when I truly care for you, trusted you, believe in you, treat you like my real blood sister and told you the truth. Before I even told you anything, I already stated what I've to say before telling you. And you agreed with it. I trusted you, so I told you. I don't want to keep any secrets away from you, that's why I shared it with you. But now everything seemed to not be in the right path, but yet we're quarreling over this issue and I find that it isn't worth it. It's not that I don't know how you feel, I knew exactly how you feel. Maybe you just didn't feel what I feel too? Tears rolls down my cheeks when I read your blog, and saw what you posted on your wall. It hurts, you know I treasure and cherish you a lot? I really hope you understand how I exactly feel. The ache within me hurts deeply, its painful. I hope things will turn out better for the both of us. Takecare.
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AUTOBIOGRAPHY
you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or
colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who
they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
achieved otherwise. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating
the memories and learning from the past. Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness.
Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
So, cherish your yesterdays and dream your tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your today's. I'm selfish, impatient
and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and when I am out of control at times, it's hard to handle. I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less,
dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as well
don't deserve me at my best. I turn a year older on every 11th of June. Don't try to judge me if you don't know me well.
"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."
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