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I believe everything happens for a reason. Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who
you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or
colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who
they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
achieved otherwise. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating
the memories and learning from the past. Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness.
Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
So, cherish your yesterdays and dream your tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your today's. I'm selfish, impatient
and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and when I am out of control at times, it's hard to handle. I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less,
dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as well
don't deserve me at my best. I turn a year older on every 11th of June. Don't try to judge me if you don't know me well.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

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Friday, October 1, 2010

We're a perfect match.


Okay, back to update this space of mine. Time flies, it's coming to the end of school. N level is coming, next week! Gonna mug hard for my upcoming national exams. 7th october is my second last day in school, and 14th october will be my last day in school. I'm looking forward to my early holidays, as I'll be working during the holidays. Studies is not really stress for me anymore, I've learnt to take things easily. Everything we do in life has it's reason for it. Everything in life has its consequences, everything happens for a reason. Every problem we face in life, is just challenges for us, and see if we can overcome it. Well, many things happened lately, the good & the bad. Well, I shall rant alittle here. I understand friends come and go, they throw the old ones, and go with the new ones. If they're happy, they'll join you. But if they don't, they throw you aside. Promises made, are all broken. Lied over again & again in a friendship. If friends are so hard to be, then I don't see a point for us to be friends at all. You choose to leave us, and join the new ones. You choose to lied in a friendship. You choose to give excuses over & over again. All the past memories, the happy & sad ones, are all gone. Down the drain, into waste. You, yourself know what's going on, only you know what exactly is happening. You can lie to us, but you can't lie to yourself. What's all the promises made for? Meant to be broken? You've really changed a lot, you are no longer the person I've known anymore. All the secrets we share, no longer exists. You just change 360 degrees. Not that I wanna talk about this, but look, I really can't take this feelings anymore. The feeling is really fuck up. I thought you were the right close friend for me, but no. You prove me wrong, you ain't the close & good friend I'm looking for. You're just acting, wearing a mask behind, trying to be nice. You gossip & talk bad about others, but now you're with those friends you once gossip about. What are you, 2-headed snake? I really hate it, really hate it to the max. I don't wish to hate you, don't go over your limit.

22 more days, 0 hours & 7 minutes;
23rd, I love you, you love me.
1. I love you because you're Matthew anthony.TJJ.
2. I love you because your girlfriend is Alandrea valdez.L.
3. I love you because I'm yours on the 23rd.
4. I love you because for who you are and not for what you are.
5. I love you because you're always there when I fall & pick me up.
6. I love you because you always sing song for me.
7.I love you because you're mine, and no one else.
8. I love you because of your smile.
9. I love you because of your warmest hug.
10. I love you because of your sweetest kiss.
11. I love you because of your retard-ness.
12. I love you because you love elmo.
13. I love you because you bought scrabby for me.
14. I love you because we're always together no matter what happens.
15. I love you because we've been together for 69 days & counting.
16. I love you because you bring out the part of me.
17. I love you because you're my boyfriend.
18. I love you because we're using the same phone.
19. I love you because of those things you told me.
20. I love you because of your promises you made to me.
21. I love you because of you saying 'i love you' daily.
22. I love you because once you send me home, you miss me.
23. I love you because I miss you now, when I'm blogging this.
24. I love you because our hearts are together as one.
25. I love you because I love you more than words can describe.
26. I love you because you're always understanding.
27. I love you because you're always giving in to me.
28. I love you because of how you reach my hand & hold me near.
29. I love you because you can tolerant me.
30. I love you because of your devotion.
31. I love you because of your kindness.
32. I love you because you taught me what is love.
33. I love you because you taught me my studies.
34. I love you because you're always picking me up from school.
35. I love you because you share everything with me.
36. I love you because you don't hide anything from me.
37. I love you because you always true.
38. I love you because you're always happy.
39. I love you because you always made my day.
40. I love you because you are yourself.
41. I love you because of how you taught me about life & myself.
42. I love you because you always made me feel you are by my side no matter what.
43. I love you because I know you will never leave me.
44. I love you because you're always doing something crazy/stupid/retarded.
45. I love you because you always care for me.
46. I love you because you always concern for me.
47. I love you because you're always worry about me.
48. I love you because you're always wonder if I'm fine.
49. I love you because of the way we stand side by side.
50. I love you because we're a perfect couple.
51. I love you because you always make sure nothing will hurt me.
52. I love you because of how you look into my eyes.
53. I love you because you'll always cheer me up.
54. I love you because of how you never let go of me.
55. I love you because of how tight you always hug me.
56. I love you because you quitted smoking for me.
57. I love you because you quitted dota for me.
58. I love you because of how you make my heartmelt with your soft lips.
59. I love you because you make sure I have everything I need.
60. I love you because you know I love stitch.
61. I love you because you know what to do when I get mad.
62. I love you because you are adorable.
63. I love you because you will never get mad at me.
64. I love you because you will never put me aside.
65. I love you because you are my first priority.
66. I love you because you're never embarrased to do anything.
67. I love you because of the way you look when you're jealous.
68. I love you because of how you piggyback me.
69. I love you because of how you dress.
70. I love you because of how you look when you're sad.
71. I love you because you always get disturb by me and yet you smile.
72. I love you because whatever I like, you like it too.
73. I love you because when I'm feeling the worst, you make me feel the happiest.
74. I love you because you always travel from the west to the east just to see me.
75. I love you because I'm crazy over you.
76. I love you because you'll always give me a goodbye kiss before I leave for home.
77. I love you because of how you love me like no other.
78. I love you because of your silly act.
79. I love you because I will never hate you.
80. I love you because of how we always play stupid games together.
81. I love you because when I'm mad at you, you would come & catch me from behind.
82. I love you because sometimes you talk no link.
83. I love you because of how you listen to me talk for hours.
84. I love you because of how you call me for every minute.
85. I love you because of how you put me before your friends.
86. I love you because you will always find ways to see/talk to me.
87. I love you because of how you're not afraid to tell me your feelings.
88. I love you because every quarrel pulls our relationship closer.
89. I love you because you would just speak your mind.
90. I love you because we always get along so well.
91. I love you because of how you make me feel when I say I'm useless.
92. I love you because of your voice.
93. I love you because you treasure everything between us.
94. I love you because you would sacrifice anything for me.
95. I love you because you would patch up with me after every fight.
96. I love you because of the feeling being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
97. I love you because I can't get enough of you.
98. I love you because I know you're reading this and smiling.
99. I love you because you mean the world to me.
100. I love you because you love me.

Goodnight babe, I'm turning in real soon. Shall update again when I've the time to! HAHA.