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I believe everything happens for a reason. Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who
you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or
colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who
they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
achieved otherwise. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating
the memories and learning from the past. Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness.
Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
So, cherish your yesterdays and dream your tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your today's. I'm selfish, impatient
and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and when I am out of control at times, it's hard to handle. I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less,
dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as well
don't deserve me at my best. I turn a year older on every 11th of June. Don't try to judge me if you don't know me well.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

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Sunday, August 8, 2010

@ 4:34 PM
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.

Well, I've changed my blogskin. :) Didn't really like the previous blogskins though. As usual, I woke up early at 8am. Wash up & came online till now. Didn't eat anything from morning till now, hopefully baby don't see this, if not I'm gonna die. x-x. Hah! Found something disgusting last night, but still I find it sad too. :( You know what?! I opened my refrigerator, freezer and found this handicapped lizard in it! Gosh, I scream when I saw it. Ewww, disgusting. :( My sissy took a stack of newspaper and folded it into half and drag it out. I took pictures of the lizard. One of its leg is injured. :( Once the lizard is out from the freezer, its left on a newspaper. Waiting for it to respond, but indeed, no responds from the lizard. It died. :( Rest in peace, lizard. :(

Aww, so cute! :)
Overturned body. Rubber skin! Hah!

And sorry to post this, but I really got to. I kept wanting to post it, having the urge to post this out. So yeah. :) I won't mention names at all, I will not disgrace anyone here. :) Okay, firstly I post this is because I really hate your every actions though it's your life, I can't decide anything, but still I hate you more & more. Not that I'm being bitch or whatsoever, you, yourself have a caring, sweet, loving boyfriend that lasted for quite long already yet you're still behind him doing so many things, behind his back. I really pity him, seriously. I just don't wanna have misunderstandings or whatever so I'll just say it out here. If you sees this, then good for you. Learn your lesson! :) You kept adding people of mine or someone dear to me or even my loved ones, adding them. Talking about them, saying they're cute etc. Trying to por them? Sorry, you won't get a chance to. I promise you. :) So what if you're my gan, you don't treat me like one, so I won't treat like one too! :) Hah! Telling me, you two time? You admit it yourself, I didn't force you to. During camps, seeing you so close with 'him', there's sure a chance you two time your boyf, maybe? Joke. You're still young girl, don't make more people hates you yeah. Think twice before doing anything. Learn from your mistakes. :) Treasure your boyf & everything you have before it's gone. :)

Saying 'miss you luhs', to another guy? :)
Calling another guy to chat? Maybe?
I've the original picture of everything here. :) I've the proof, but I've censored the name.

Tomorrow is National Day 2010, Happy birthday Singapore in advance! :)

I'll be heading out soon, awhile with sissy! Hah! Hopefully I can meet baby tomorrow! :) I love you sillybum! Love me too siboooooo!? :B Hahah! Lastly, I've removed some dead links/those who didn't link me anymore. ^^ Bye for now, bye dudes. :)

I love you Matthew Anthony Tham Jia Jun, one & only you. :)