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I believe everything happens for a reason. Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who
you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or
colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who
they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
achieved otherwise. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating
the memories and learning from the past. Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness.
Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
So, cherish your yesterdays and dream your tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your today's. I'm selfish, impatient
and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and when I am out of control at times, it's hard to handle. I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less,
dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as well
don't deserve me at my best. I turn a year older on every 11th of June. Don't try to judge me if you don't know me well.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

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Sunday, July 18, 2010

Tired of sitting alone.

I had your love, I had it all.
Well, I'm here to do a little update. As usual, my day is a boring one. Rotting at home for 24 hours, don't feel like going else where. Tired of sitting alone. Crying so many tears. Breaking apart inside. Suppose to get my art prep coursework done, but ended up everything fails. I don't have the determination to do anything right now. :( tomorrow is my N level english oral, sigh.. Hopefully everything goes smoothly. (': Strong on the outside, Weak in the inside.

Dedicates to:
Kenneth ; 3½years brother.
Heyyyyyyy my dearest brother! Shock to see your lovely picture here. HAHA. Told you, I'm gonna post something for you. Hehe, our 4years is coming soon on 27th of december 2010! I'm looking forward that very special day. Hahah, although we don't get to meet up often, but still we're close at hearts. You never fail to cheer me up in whatever ways you can. Dote & pamper me like how you always used to treat me, till today. Still the same, you're the one who understands me the most. Never fail to be there even tho you're away, overseas. You would spare your free time just to ask if I'm fine. Treating me like your own bloodbond sister, always. Like what you always tell me, whatever it takes me to be your lovey dovey sister. Guiding me thru the ups & downs. Thanks so much brother! Much love, xoxo.

Terence ; Prawn brother.
Prawnnnnny! Your lovey dovey post for you. Don't be upset for whatever things that is over. Just move on in life, this is parts and parcels of life, brother. You gotta learn to accept it no matter what. Everything just ends like this overnight, I understand how it really feels. Remember what I told you? No matter what the outcome would be, I'll always still be right here for you. Think positively, don't think negatively. Everything still goes on no matter how bad/good the situation is right. Cheeruppppppp prawny. I know you can be happy again. I believe in you! <3

Rickson ; 2years ahgong.
My one & only ahgong! :D Here's a dedication for you. Ever since the day I know you, you play a part in my life. :D You never fail to try your best to cheer me up, never fail to be there for me. Thanks ahgong! Although we're not really that close but still you're part of my life. I've known you 2years already and yeah, thanks for everything! Cheeruppppppppppp my dear ahgong. Love you ttm!

Doris ; My baby.
Baby, here's a post for you. Hehe, I'm good enough to post for you yeah, baby! <3 Although we just known each other not long ago, but I believe that we'll last till the very end. Meet up soon baby! Jiayou for your studies okay, we'll pull thru what ever situations we face okay. We'll go thru all the ups & downs together. Love you much baby, xoxo.

Bye for now ; 没想到爱,是那么复杂的。