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I believe everything happens for a reason. Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who
you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or
colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who
they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
achieved otherwise. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder
what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating
the memories and learning from the past. Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness.
Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
So, cherish your yesterdays and dream your tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your today's. I'm selfish, impatient
and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and when I am out of control at times, it's hard to handle. I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less,
dont second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as well
don't deserve me at my best. I turn a year older on every 11th of June. Don't try to judge me if you don't know me well.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

@ 9:50 PM
I just don't feel good in any way, I'm sorry.

Happy birthday Kiankang brother! :D

Dear readers, I'm back from blogging alrdy! My exams have not ended yet, but my hand is itchy so I came to update my blog. Exams was tough. Maths, for sure, I'll will flunk. English, still can manage to pass. Chinese, still possible. Chemistry, quite easy. Whatever I've studied, came out for chemistry. I studied 16 chapters of science on sunday. My hard work paid off! Today was Maths paper 2, its much easier than maths paper 1. I have no idea why either? Had a break from 10am to 11.30am, and was suppose to go for art exam. But initially I didn't make an effort to go, but slack around and laze around. I skipped my art exam, due to laziness, lack of time to do it. Even if I were to go for my art exam, I won't pass. No preparatory work = Fail.  So I headed off with my friends to lan. Played audition from 1pm-5.30pm. :D Many things happened, the good ones! Shall not elaborate on it, *Secrets*. >.<. Home sweet home at 6pm. ^^. Helped mummy with some stuff before I came online. Audition with couple, daughter, didi, etc. ~ Anyway, I've no idea why I suddenly feel like this. I really don't wish to throw my attitude neither would I wanna quarrel. I just don't know why? Maybe, it's mood swing. All the feelings is just unexplainable, it's hard to explain. Even if I were to take few days, it will be hard. ): Everything and the everyday of life, is just parts & parcels of life. You can't change the way it is. We've to go through everything. I honestly, don't trust much people anymore only some, the longer & closer ones to me. It's hard to gain someone's trust, everything we need/want in life, has to be earned by oneself. My heart is totally numb alrdy. (': Ok, shall not be so emotional. I'm having Social studies exam tomorrow, haven't even start revising. ): Gonna go for my dinner now! Goodnight bloggy.
I'm afraid of many things, ):